The Hearse Ride...
Thursday, July 31, 2008
My First Hearse
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Mac Attack
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Shake, Rattle, and Roll
Pay The Price
Summer Fun
Rowen's Ring?
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Tundra
What is Sexual Harassment?
Please!!
The person who thinks so needs some HELP!!
Then,...BLAMING IT ON ONE PERSON . . . Hmmmmmm
Looks like a Drama Central post to me,...
Oh and just so you know, I haven't banned you from MY BLOG,...like you did to me.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Whoops!!
I think the song "What's On Your Mind (Pure Energy)", by Information Society is appropriate now!!
In Fact perhaps the Information Society discography is a good bet, many relevant words there.
Friday, July 25, 2008
Energy
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Drowning in His Love
Baby I,.....Can't help it; You keep me Drowning in your love,
Everytime I try to rise above; I'm swept away by Love
Baby I, .... Can't help it; You keep me Drowning your love ....
These are just lyrics to a Backstreet Boys song,...but it doesn't take much (imagination) to add them to hymn words.
Or should I say HIM words?
This song has been going on and on in my freakin' head for weeks...AAAAAAAAAGH!!
I hum it while working on my plants, ...say the words while feeding my cats , ...and if the radio is off in the car guess what song is going on in my head???
Okay, I hadn't heard this mix of the song,...but still.
I Hope it goes away soon, or I may take the words to Heart.
Photo Op!!
My Crew
Hmmm!!
Lately ..... I've been hagnin' with my crew, which consist of Myself...lol, Karen, Jessica, and whoever else she can dig up.
Ancy ain't the word!!
But the feelings stick!
Tribal Semantics
The Sudan is a difficult place ...
Tribal wars, Muslim Terrorists, Economic unrest .....These people live in FEAR, fear for their lives.
So what have(just adding one more fear to the pot) the Homosexual's have to do with any of this?!?
Western Evangelical missionaries spreading fear?!?
Muslim Extremists mouthing off?!?
This Gay panic was started by Jerry Falwell and his Kind!!
Here in the west, and was ..basically sent to Africa by missionaries from many different denominations.
It's a Christian Causation, that other cultures embraced, because of it's FEAR FACTOR . . . and frankly I think these Churches that have changed their tunes, have a responsibility to inform their mission Churches of these new Rules!!
Cool Down Pic
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
The Future
For my sins. of {Being Gay}
I'm not excluded from the will, ...as if
....There's anything left!!
My Step-Mother, ...is quite the spender!!
Though I can admit, to living mostly off inheritance ....There are many like myself.
Most call themselves Agnostic,...but I can tell U one thing,....
Oh Yikes,...GRANNY!!!!
I need a shotgun!
43% of them were cradle Episcopalians.
Net Sites
Brokeback What?
I'm here to stay!!
This last weekend, Bravo(network) played Brokeback Mountain. I have to confess, I've never seen the movie, and it was okay I suppose from a straight playing Gay point of view. But personally I've seen better (real Gay people) act in much better films with more depth.
Of course, I have all the hot stills from Brokeback Mountain...but ...I'm sure Bravo cut out all the good scenes,...so now I'll have to Torrent it, or buy it,...buy uses less space.
Nothing New
Nothing new here is good. I have to deal with may father's alcoholism,...and I'm just trying to avoid it. So I drink, but I became rather ill the last time I drank, because I knew when to stop, and just kept going. And I paid the price!!
My dad is a mess, not only is his health all f*cked up, without alcohol, but to drink, like there's nothing wrong?!?
I can't deal with all this shit, while my older brother, and younger sister think ....Life just goes on!!
And Granny is the worst care taker of them all....She, basically lets my DAD get away with all kinds of SHIT, ...then if trouble happens, it's my fault, ...because I wasn't basically kissing his ass!!
I'm over it!!
Monday, July 21, 2008
Yikes!!
Friday, July 18, 2008
Devistated Detroit !!
EMBARQ DSL SUCKS!!
Hello Embarq ?!?!?
.......Every Other Day !!
I got a story for you . . . Like U didn't know!
Your DSL sucks ! ! !
As much as I hate Comcast, maybe in this area, they are better!!
Central Florida Subcriber !!
Hell ...fuckin..."O"!!
Where's my DSL ?!?!
The Villages area .... Wasted Revenue ....so sad....
Word spreads quick in the Villages,...f i n d o u t for yourself.!!
But I'm sure you already have . . . Money pays for knowledge, ...but Truth speaks it!!
Grrrrrrrrr!!
Hate
For Christ so loved the world that he gave (up his own life) himself for your Safety!!
And we always wonder why we are here. . . .
Crazy Granny! ! !
...Helloooooooo!!
Whack job time!!
She does this every other night swearing her dead sister is waiting for her, ..I try to tell her the reason, and she shuts down.
It's been this way for 4 years now, on and off, but lately it's been every other night. I can't deal with not getting any REM sleep!!
She's making me crazier than I already am,...making me want to try other stuff.
I still want to try Meth at least once.
You Can Touch, You Can Play ...(if you say I'm always yours)
Anyway ... I treat my tricks that way!! Like plastic.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Power Outage
This has been the 3rd power outage in 1 1/2 weeks. I looked out the front sliders (sliding glass front door), and there were 2 county cruisers, 2 fire trucks, and a power truck was just going down the road. Well, it was my bed time, so I didn't bother walking down the road to find out what it was.
Later, when I was on my way to get dinner, I noticed power company trucks on the side of the road and in the woods adjacent to the road, cutting trees back.
It seems a tree had uprooted (which isn't surprising with all the rain we've had) and fell against the power line snapping it.
Last week it was a lightning strike to a local transformer, then later in the week some idiot decided to drive their car into a telephone pole, instead of hitting a squirrel. (sometimes I wonder about folks)....Dee Dee Dee!!!
Earth
Snack Time?
MMMmmmMMmmMmM!!!!
She had called me about 10:24 pm to tell me about him, ....I was not in the mood I told her. A few minutes later she called and wanted to borrow something, and I said okay, but she would have to come over here. (we live about 5 blocks away from each other)
When she came in, behind her came this strapping young man about 6'2", in very fit condition with tats all down his arms... (at this point I must say that tattoos on a fit man is a turn on for me)....seeing the tats, I assumed he had been around (criminal circles) ...and after he had me check his warrant status on the PC , I wasn't surprised.
Yet . . . now I was getting interested, (as usual) I go for the Bad Boys..lol.
Now of course I'm hoping to see him again in the not to distant future . . .like tomorrow, or later tonight (wishful thinking).
I certainly need a man, it's been waaaaaaaaaaay tooooooo long, yet these cute twinks are just snack material, they usually can't be depended on and there eye is quickly distracted.
Regardless ... I'm going to make the most of this situation.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Mozilla Firefox 3.0
Downloading images has greatly improved, whereas I used to wait several minutes to download an image with Firefox 2+, 3.0 takes a few seconds, like IE always has.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Celestial Magnificence
Question?
Profoundly Sad
I feel all of the things he described about life, the world and more. And it always makes me sad.
The Anglican Communion(as such) can be a sad place indeed.
Monday, July 14, 2008
Remixing Tunes
But as usual my CD burner is acting up,..so they will just be digital files on a PC.
(7-15-08) 3:12 am ~ ~ ~ Adult ADD
I started to decompile a mega mix and while searching for a reference of discography, I switched channels, and started searching for another song, I had long dismissed.
I found it...lol.. and downloaded it!!
OOOoooh I was so relieved, ...(and it's weird, I felt so relaxed after it) ...especially after listening to it a couple times.
WTF??
Betty?!?
Jonesing
I've been jonesing for a drink, but have been good, although now my sweet tooth has been taking over. I ate a third of a 2# bag of Gummy Bears last night, in between munching on Taco flavored Doritos, and drinking lots of ice water.
Then there's my roasted nut addiction (peanuts & pistachios*), which would be okay if I just knew when to stop eating them, usually not until my lips are puckered from all the salt, and my nails are cracked from trying to pry open the difficult shells*.
It could be worse, when I lived in Michigan I loved Hickory nuts, and spent my time shucking them or using my teeth to open them. I was a kid then (back when I had teeth that could do those things), so much for stripping wires with your teeth,....(which contributed to my cracked front teeth). Now it's all I can do to keep them in.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
DSL Out AGAIN!!
EMBARQ can KISS MY ASS !!
This is the second time within a week that they have fucked up. It's no wonder they are starting to lose customers.
Great way to keep business customers. . . . NOT !!
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Brewing Storms
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Evil Granny ! !
I reminded her of it, then she got Vicious, bringing up stuff that's 25 years old, expecting it to bother me....lol.
I felt sad that she would stoop to that level, but not surprised, because lately,....she's been VERY DISAGREEABLE, and super hateful.
She should be glad I'm a Libra.
Horoscope for Libra 7-9-08 :Don't automatically assume that you can work out all your problems by yourself, dear Libra. Just the action of talking things out with others may help to shed light on a situation that was baffling you previously. Enlist the help of others in areas that you need help in. Don't be ashamed of asking for assistance. We all have problems and issues that we need to deal with. You are not alone.
Similar ...
These church building look rather similar to me, ...they are both Episcopal Parishes, ...though they are thousands of miles apart. One is located in Paso Robles, CA., the other in Lapeer, MI.
Yet they are very much like each other, interiorly, and Spiritually. Even the windows and organ placement are similar.
I wonder why?
Missing Jake's ...
I know that sounds Bitchy, but that is how I feel.
Like a death, Anger is tying to set in . . . I really don't feel sorry, I am just disappointed, that it was so abrupt.
I need a place to fellowship in, and Jake's was that place for me ...now I don't know what to do.
I feel lost now. I feel sorrow!
I cry enough as it is, now I'm a mess!!
I wish I had the drive to open my own site, but ...I don't, what with trying to keep Granny in line and dealing with my Father's alcoholism/health probs, and trying to keep the family together, ..(even if I don't like my step-mother..her kids are worth it)..
I'm about burned out, but I say that all the time....I'm afraid of my burn out point, it scares me...because I know a death will be involved. Maybe not a literal death, ..but a Spiritual death is worse,..as far as I'm concerned.
Think!! True Anglicans Do It Best!!
Lately this Hymn has been coming to mind lately, since I don't own a Hymnal 1982, I use the Hymnal 1940, which was my Mothers.
Of course I dunno if this is the tune I'm used to, but the (words are what matters) .... Since I can barely read music, and I don't feel like sitting at the organ or piano to figuring it out, I'll let you...lol.
Only after I edited the picture and posted it, did I notice it was the (second tune)..Oops,..but the words are STILL THE SAME!!!
And still have the SAME MEANING!!
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Projects . . .
I bought 2 Celtic crosses at Lowe's, they are composite cast ornaments for a garden. But I didn't buy them for a garden, I bought them as an art project. I was just
walking through the store checking things out, and I saw the crosses and I thought to myself(it would be cool to paint those up) ...so I checked the price, and they were only $8.00...so I bought the only 2 on the shelf.
Of course they sat around for 2 months, till today when I proceeded to go to work on them. Here's some quick pics of them, from my shitty digital camera. I like the Silver one with the Gold Corona,...(which isn't done yet) ...still have to add emerald (colored) accents ....Then there is the Copper Celtic cross I bought from a Catholic Church in Canada that closed, (it wasn't supposed to be sold) and I picked up a few Spiritual Finds there.