The Hearse Ride...
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Missing Jake's ...
I've been missing Fr.Jake's for the last few days, ...I don't even want to come on the net....(which is not normal for me, since I work on the net). I check out the new blogs that are meant to keep the Jakites together (as if that's possible), but they don't have anything worth reading as far as I'm concerned.
I know that sounds Bitchy, but that is how I feel.
Like a death, Anger is tying to set in . . . I really don't feel sorry, I am just disappointed, that it was so abrupt.
I need a place to fellowship in, and Jake's was that place for me ...now I don't know what to do.
I feel lost now. I feel sorrow!
I cry enough as it is, now I'm a mess!!
I wish I had the drive to open my own site, but ...I don't, what with trying to keep Granny in line and dealing with my Father's alcoholism/health probs, and trying to keep the family together, ..(even if I don't like my step-mother..her kids are worth it)..
I'm about burned out, but I say that all the time....I'm afraid of my burn out point, it scares me...because I know a death will be involved. Maybe not a literal death, ..but a Spiritual death is worse,..as far as I'm concerned.
I know that sounds Bitchy, but that is how I feel.
Like a death, Anger is tying to set in . . . I really don't feel sorry, I am just disappointed, that it was so abrupt.
I need a place to fellowship in, and Jake's was that place for me ...now I don't know what to do.
I feel lost now. I feel sorrow!
I cry enough as it is, now I'm a mess!!
I wish I had the drive to open my own site, but ...I don't, what with trying to keep Granny in line and dealing with my Father's alcoholism/health probs, and trying to keep the family together, ..(even if I don't like my step-mother..her kids are worth it)..
I'm about burned out, but I say that all the time....I'm afraid of my burn out point, it scares me...because I know a death will be involved. Maybe not a literal death, ..but a Spiritual death is worse,..as far as I'm concerned.
3 Comments:
David,
I think it's completely hilarious how quiet the blogs and lists are going as Lambeth approaches. All the journalists are lining up their sites and their pitches. This should be a terrific month. I hope you get this, since it's down on your list a little way.
The invitation still stands, btw.
Dear Little Bro,
STOP FRETTING, I too have been experiencing JAKE withdrawl (I'm especially miffed about the tons of resource materials that have vanished...hopefully they will reappear somewhere or I'll have to resort to trying to bribe him with the painting I'm painting for him and his "very fine" NEW house!
Thank you for visiting my blog...I think it's a good idea for you to pop-in more often (because you're wanted and appreciated) and copy all the cool "links" that I've been listing...you can't believe the wonderous stuff "out there" and many/most of OUR pals are getting over "it" and posting like mad!
You'll see, trust me! BTW...nice to see you Scott!
my blog is:
leonardoricardosanto.blogspot.com
(I know, you know already)
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