The Hearse Ride...
Friday, October 31, 2008
Have A Ghoulish Evening
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
As If You Didn't Know
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
The Edmund Fitzgerald
I found these prints online through Google Image search, and since next month (November) is the Anniversary of the Wreck of the Edmund Fitzgerald, I thought I'd post them now while it's still on my mind.
Pimpin' Rides
Thursday, October 23, 2008
So Much for White Flight
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Back on Track
Saturday, October 18, 2008
I Dunno ...
Lately it's been the Ace of Spades, and for those who read cards, it's an inverted Ace of Spades.
When dumb fuck me decided to care for my Grandmother, it was the WORST mistake I've ever made.......
I've gone nothing but downhill since, and frankly I DON'T see a light at the end of the tunnel, all I see is blackness.
The next move is mine, and I don't know where that will be.
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Hard Something or Other ...
.....
Hell, ... Granny told someone she never met, on the phone ...her address, who lives here, their schedule, the color of their car,...on & on ...BULLSHIT!!
How fucking dumb can a person be?!?
And this isn't an old person thing,..she's been doing this since I can remember.
If she ever got mugged and beat up, she'd hopefully change her tune......but I doubt it.
AND SHE STILL TELLS EVERYONES BUSINESS ON THE PHONE TO COMPLETE STRANGERS?!?
What a fuckin' waste of time explanations are to her.
My Father told me she's always been a Sad Bitch ...(his words). And he couldn't wait to get married, to get the fuck away from her.
Yet he thrust her on me knowing all of this,...and never saying a thing??!??
I'll be lucky if I make it to 2009, intact.
Hello?!?
Palin. JOKE!! Satan Incarnate? Ruination of Republican Party?
or so 43% of Conservative Republicans think so.
It's the so-called conservative Crackheads I'm worried about, with their Taliban Agenda!!!
Not in my Life, or Death time!!
You have heard of Hauntings,..just let me haunt the FUCK out of Howard A. I and many others will enjoy our time in his boudoir moving things around and making him feel like an Alzheimer's patient on purpose!!
....and so it goes!!
{Giggles}
Going Off...BIG TIME!!
{We all change things (facts about our lives) to suit ourselves!!}
I AM BURNED OUT!!
I cannot even stand another day with the BITCH/CUNT that I have been living with.
I'll even risk PRISON, to get totally out of this situation I am in!!
She TWISTS EVERYTHING TOLD TO HER, (666) She calls distant family who hasn't had to deal with her everyday BULLSHIT..AND TELLS HER SIDE,..WHICH ABOUT EXCLUDES 65% OF THE STORY....AAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
G-D FORGIVE ME FOR WHAT I'M ABOUT TO DO.
...it's NOT about everyone else, it's about ME,..(who doesn't matter at all in the scheme of things) ..and never has.
I've gotten the LABEL of being selfish, (because I'm single) ...from my own Family,... (Sinful Faggot) W T F ??? It has (never been said) out loud,..but the pallor is the same.
WELL GUESS WHAT, ....FUCK YOU!! AND ESPECIALLY FUCK ALECK,..MY INGRATE BROTHER WHO SPEAKS THROUGH HIS (WIFE)!!
What a FUCKING LOSER, WHO CANNOT EVEN CONVERSE WITH HIS OWN BROTHER,....but hides behind his wifes skirts!!
and has the AUDACITY to JUDGE ME, about something I did out of loyalty to my FAMILY, ..Yea, MOM HAS BEEN DEAD FOR 20 YEARS,...but it's obvious YOU STILL haven't gotten over it...by you're actions!!
Maybe I choose to wallow in her (my Mother's) Memory,...you still haven't GROWN up,...which is evident by you HIDING BEHIND YOU'RE WIFE'S SKIRTS.....as usual!!
STFU goes just so FAR!!
MATURITY ...(something I doubt you will ever achieve) Teaches All!!
NO, I'm not suicidal ...yet
But SUPER PISSED OFF, by Granny's incompetence,..and part of my families incompetence to deal with a LIFE SITUATION!!!
Not Quite
Not only am I Blind today(allergies), but Sarah Palin is on her period,...(don't ask, ...don't tell)
I can be SUPER BITCH today,...or I can do as I usually do,..ignore,.(well partially) it all,...and TRY to live with it, ...or..
just say FUCK IT ALL and smoke that glass pipe, and it just NEVER mattered!!
I'm Okay!!
I did it once as I said would....
but the Draw is POTENT, .... especially when life has been so below the bar for soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long!!
If there is a G_D?
I'm a cruel joke!!
Why is the World so fucked up?
Why am constantly abused by so-called Family?
Why is the World abused by Fanatics like Peter Akinola, Pat Robertson, & Howard F. Ahmanson, Jr???
A genetic bomb should be developed to make the world a safer place, ..maybe a 1,000,000,000 megaton would do the job on the East coast,..better it be let off on Florida soil, so all the redneck ingrates are eliminated in the process!!
The End
I cannot say that life is joyful, in fact it has and has been the opposite for quite some time. My Grandmother is literally KILLING me, and the sad fact of the matter is , I don't give a damn!!
I'm at the bottom of my sober ability to deal with her any more. If she doesn't get her way, she calls (distant) family and starts trouble, ...trouble that makes my ever depressed being, sink lower,...and I thought Death was the lowest?
I had at one time thought about trying Meth, ... in fact last week I did.
It was something I HADN'T felt since before my Mother died, .....JOY, a sense of WELL BEING that I have NEVER before experienced. But of course,..I KNOW the addictive affects of this homemade drug.
But I DON'T GIVE A SHIT!!
In fact it is a welcome relief from the past 10 years!!
Whatever happens from now on, ....was MY OWN CHOICE!!
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
What's In Common?
BEWARE!! Full Moon (10 - 14 - 2008)
Yes my dear folks, it's that time again. All EMT's and ERT's be ready, we all know what happens during a full moon.
Then again I plan to nip at the sherry tonight, so I can't be held responsible for any errant posts on this blog or others.
Oh Please!!
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Man Scent "Extravaganza"
Saturday, October 04, 2008
As My World Turns
Tomorrow is my birthday, so I'll try to be good tonight. I'm not promising anything, but I'll likely be playing the slots tonight...lol.
Thursday, October 02, 2008
Family Abuse
I can literally say I HAVE NO LIFE!!!
I try, but she always defeats my faith.
Satan incognito!!
You JUST DON'T KNOW!!!! and I pray you NEVER DO!!!!
She's betrayed 3 husbands, and thinks she's gonna betray her Grandson, but guess the FUCK WHAT???
She has NEVER KNOWN WANT,...but that's HISTORY now!!!!
{starts laughing hysterically}!!!
You Just didn't believe I was JUST LIKE YOUR FATHER!!!
Say IT AGAIN!!!!
LMAO!!!
say it AGAIN, B I T C H! ! !
Politics & Religion
N E V E R ! ! !
That is what I have to say about that subject!! Satan will rule before that happens!!
Though that may be just what those nuts cases are thinking, truely?!?
Now I just say it casually, what I think, and if it perks ears, then I go into stealth mode, (check em' out) and deal with such persons directly!!