The Hearse Ride...
Sunday, March 30, 2008
OYE!!
This past week has been hell for me. What with my Father moving to Florida, Granny starting arguments, and me having to deal with the urinary tract infection from Hell. Granny knows I don't feel good, but she still thinks it's okay to piss me off.
NOT!!!
This infection has traveled every path of my male urinary and reproductive systems, and I'm finally getting some relief at the end if the week, after taking antibiotics and drinking enough water to float a 45' yacht.
If that wasn't bad enough, I get a phone call this morning from my best friend, and she's in jail. She wants me to put my property up for collateral so she can get bonded out. Now normally I wouldn't even consider it, but she's been a Godsend to me over the years trying to deal with Granny, and my own personality disorders that I feel obligated to her. So I'll bring the subject up to Granny, but I dunno. I suspect she'll say no.
Mind you the property is in my name and also Granny's,...so if I wanted to, I could do it behind her back. Which isn't something I would do, but one never knows what one might do in trying circumstances.
And add to that my Father is moving to Florida perminantly, and is supposed to be here later this afternoon, from upper NY state. And that is another story in itself...a looooong story with major twist and turns.
I hope this infection leaves me soon, cause I need a drink desperately!!
Friday, March 28, 2008
Infected
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Happy Easter
Friday, March 21, 2008
DUB Edition
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
The Meth Myth
I know the feeling of wanting to party at a meeting, and don't think I haven't a few times.
Dealing with my alcohol addicted family, I really don't think I'll ever hit a bottom.
Granny is weight obsessed even at 91. She shows true addictive (food) qualities with every sentance she utters. I deal with her in a strict way, since she told me her mother was very strict, I've conformed.
I drink about twice a week, usually late at night and alone. But I have many friends who call during my hours of drinking, which if they didn't live 2 blocks away, would cause drinking and driving probs.
Lately with Granny being so ...(sigh)...disruptive, I have been forced to drink more to deal with her behavior..well not literally, but it helps. I'd rather have 3 mixed drinks than Xanex or Valium, because they are twice as addictive. She gets up at all hours, and disrupts my REM sleep, more than I can stand.I know I'm on the edge lately ...I've contemplated trying meth, which a friend of mine says is an ultimate experience...I'm somewhate aprehensive, since I believed all the drug warnings, that simply aren't true.
NO you can't get addicted to meth by trying it once. It's a fact.
These Govt. drug people are idiots, and some people hearing that they talked BS posted it and get railed?!?
BULL SHIT!!!
Makes one want to try it even more!!
Dealing with my alcohol addicted family, I really don't think I'll ever hit a bottom.
Granny is weight obsessed even at 91. She shows true addictive (food) qualities with every sentance she utters. I deal with her in a strict way, since she told me her mother was very strict, I've conformed.
I drink about twice a week, usually late at night and alone. But I have many friends who call during my hours of drinking, which if they didn't live 2 blocks away, would cause drinking and driving probs.
Lately with Granny being so ...(sigh)...disruptive, I have been forced to drink more to deal with her behavior..well not literally, but it helps. I'd rather have 3 mixed drinks than Xanex or Valium, because they are twice as addictive. She gets up at all hours, and disrupts my REM sleep, more than I can stand.I know I'm on the edge lately ...I've contemplated trying meth, which a friend of mine says is an ultimate experience...I'm somewhate aprehensive, since I believed all the drug warnings, that simply aren't true.
NO you can't get addicted to meth by trying it once. It's a fact.
These Govt. drug people are idiots, and some people hearing that they talked BS posted it and get railed?!?
BULL SHIT!!!
Makes one want to try it even more!!
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Saturday, March 15, 2008
No Youu Didn't ! ! ! ! !
Grabs your eye, doesn't it, that phrase!! You wanna look dont'cha?!? Waitin' to see Aunt Esther!!
You Nasty Bastard!! Sin in' in the Lord's house!!
Queen Anne Style
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Friday, March 14, 2008
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Victorian Architecture . . .continued
Victorian Architecture
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I'm quite into architecture and have a passion for most styles of Victorian architecture, especially Gothic Revival, Stick Style, East Lake, Second Empire, and Queen Anne.
Here are a few examples. . .
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
I Told You So!!
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Druggie Thieves !!
I'm so tired of thieves.
Seems like everytime I go out, something of value is missing, even if I left it in the car. Though I know who's been doing it, he just thinks he's getting away with something.
We* know better.
*(We meaning a group of friends who hang out with the same person who have something in common). . .missing goods!!
I'm not one to call the cops, because I know the BS...lol. I tend to use street law.
Area Law. Like, well you would know if you have ever been there.
He's such a fat-fuck!!
He shames Fatty Arbuckle.
Yet he's a fuckin' thief!!
Unlike Fatty Arbuckle, who gave like a sieve, and the Barrymore's who backed him up!!
So much for the Barrymore Legacy, . . . No one is perfect. We all make mistakes, be it personal, or public.....no human is perfect, no matter how OCD you are.
Seems like everytime I go out, something of value is missing, even if I left it in the car. Though I know who's been doing it, he just thinks he's getting away with something.
We* know better.
*(We meaning a group of friends who hang out with the same person who have something in common). . .missing goods!!
I'm not one to call the cops, because I know the BS...lol. I tend to use street law.
Area Law. Like, well you would know if you have ever been there.
He's such a fat-fuck!!
He shames Fatty Arbuckle.
Yet he's a fuckin' thief!!
Unlike Fatty Arbuckle, who gave like a sieve, and the Barrymore's who backed him up!!
So much for the Barrymore Legacy, . . . No one is perfect. We all make mistakes, be it personal, or public.....no human is perfect, no matter how OCD you are.
Monday, March 03, 2008
An Episcopal/Anglican Decision
Being a newborn, I had no choice of my religious upbringing. I was born into an upper middle class family with strong ties to the Episcopal Church U.S.A., The Church of Scotland, and the Church of England. I have strong ties to family still living in England, Germany, and Wales. I also have quite an assortment of family living in the good Ol' U.S. of A.
When Family Reunion time rolls around, I get scared...and Usually don't attend, mainly because it's held 1200 miles away, and trying to transport a 91 year old woman with bladder probs can be exasperating, (that's a nice term) for it . . .lol.
I've literally let my car basically run into the ground to avoid such trips. . . lol.
But she's getting to be the Oldest one in the family, so eventually someone will spring for air fare!!
Even though she can well afford air fare . . .
But living with her, I could write a book!!
. . . . . S C R E A M S
If I wasn't terminally depressed, I probably would.
When Family Reunion time rolls around, I get scared...and Usually don't attend, mainly because it's held 1200 miles away, and trying to transport a 91 year old woman with bladder probs can be exasperating, (that's a nice term) for it . . .lol.
I've literally let my car basically run into the ground to avoid such trips. . . lol.
But she's getting to be the Oldest one in the family, so eventually someone will spring for air fare!!
Even though she can well afford air fare . . .
But living with her, I could write a book!!
. . . . . S C R E A M S
If I wasn't terminally depressed, I probably would.
Bored!
I'm so bored, I watched the Royal Family on 20/20 tonight, it was good, much less critical than U.K. TV would have been, but then Elizabeth isn't our Queen.
But she is the so-called Head of the Church of England, something she needs to get busy with as soon as possible.
But she is the so-called Head of the Church of England, something she needs to get busy with as soon as possible.
