The Hearse Ride...
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
I blame the addiction on the dealer, and or manufacturer. Sometimes the manufacturer is the user and dealer. At that point they already know the risks, how it's made, and what it does to a person, Positive & Negative!! It's up to their own weak soul whether they subject it to others.
I know it sounds COLD, but I'm glad that Jeffrey escaped it's grasp by death. Though I do miss him, quite a lot. I just drug my self up so I can only feel certain things, otherwise it would be a trip to the psych ward for me.
I hate how I react to things, how certain things devastate me, when others are rejoicing. ..and visa versa!!
I force myself to comply with certain aspects of civilized society, ...but I still search for those left in it's wake!!