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Friday, January 15, 2010
The Blues
I'm feeling rather blue lately, ..not being able to play the keyboards, what with my hand like it is, ...I'm supposing that blueness will force me to go to the Doctor. Just as my heating system decided to break, ...again!!!
Well at least it worked during the cold spell. I'm going to have to spend more money than I possibly have for my hand, I'm sure...knowing medical costs in the U.S., ..it just makes me physically sick!!
I dunno how much more of this stress I'm supposed to endure, ...because it's causing havoc to me physically!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
The BIG "S" has been on my mind as of lately,..makes me want to cry.
I hate trying to take care of myself,..when I know I'm not able to. I can't pay bills, clean the house, take care of these freaking cats I have,..they are the ONLY thing,..well maybe Granny also...keeping me alive.
Well at least it worked during the cold spell. I'm going to have to spend more money than I possibly have for my hand, I'm sure...knowing medical costs in the U.S., ..it just makes me physically sick!!
I dunno how much more of this stress I'm supposed to endure, ...because it's causing havoc to me physically!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
The BIG "S" has been on my mind as of lately,..makes me want to cry.
I hate trying to take care of myself,..when I know I'm not able to. I can't pay bills, clean the house, take care of these freaking cats I have,..they are the ONLY thing,..well maybe Granny also...keeping me alive.
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