I'm really not worth all the thought people give me, ...I am, and have always been a fuck up!! Can't seem to do anything right. I live in a fantasy world that worked for a while, but ...I just don't have the funds for the real world. I may be homeless soon, ..or car-less,..which is worse in my book!! Doesn't matter really, in the long run, ..I've been worrying for so long, ...I must have callouses on my spine, ...sure feels like it!! S T R E S S, has done me in!!
I wish I'd died at birth, ...I would never want to hurt anyone, ..but .... My life is a fuck up, ...always will be!! And I can't deal with that!! What's the fucking POINT????