The Hearse Ride...
Monday, April 13, 2009
Oh The PAIN!!
I don't know what I did, but my hip and leg are killing me. I can't sit or lay down in one position for too long, am constantly having to stand up just to relieve the pain, .... and sleeping ? ? ?
I'm about exhausted, have no appetite, on a regiment of heating pad and ice (not so comfortable), and of course pain killers...ibuprofen to be exact, since I ran out of Vicodin :( .
This is the worst it's ever been though the pain is less severe than say, lower back pain that makes you cry, ...though on a personal pain scale, ... nothing is worse than toothache/migraine pain combined,... that black hole I call it. But I haven't been there in a few years..Thank God!!
Hopefully it will subside, ... because I have NO INSURANCE, JOB, Livelihood.
Though it has occurred to me that this is my bodies reaction to the non-stop STRESS, that I can't seem to cope with and internalize....just a thought!