The Hearse Ride...

Depeche Mode - Strangelove (Kaiser Trance Mode Remix 2011)

2011-11-22T15:11:00.000-05:00

R.I.P. Sarah 7 - 1993 to 5-10-2011

2011-05-11T19:57:00.000-04:00

Damned Noisy Cat!!

2011-04-27T06:49:00.001-04:00

I'm ready to put my cat down with the shotgun, ...although a shotgun slug would no doubt take her head off, ...and least she'd finally be quiet!!

Ugh!!

2011-03-18T20:33:00.001-04:00

Need I say more?

Screaming in a Barren Land

2011-03-08T21:24:00.003-05:00

This fucking depressive state I've been in lately (1-1-2011) is doing me in!! I think of suicide 24/7, and in a way I can't do, since I don't own a handgun. I own an antique shotgun that hasn't been cleaned in at least 20 years, ..not something to load live rounds into!! A car with a screwed up exhaust system, no garage, no pills .... I do own several super sharp chef knives that would do the job, but one has to plunge them in themselves, ...Not gonna happen here!!

I've been asking myself the same question for most of my life, ..WHY THE FUCK AM I HERE?!?

Ho Hum

2011-03-04T20:46:00.000-05:00

Keep flapping your lips & there will be a surprise later!!

It's Always Something!!

2011-02-01T15:52:00.004-05:00

My water heater died on Thursday, I presume because it was steamy hot on Wednesday and I noticed it was just hot Friday and Saturday it was warm. I was surprised it lasted for 20 years, being that it's the standard issue for a manufactured home (and a lower priced one at that).
The bad news is I cannot afford a new one, ..so I dunno what the hell I'm going to do.

It's always something!!

Oops!!

2011-01-31T22:15:00.001-05:00

I haven't been on here since December. I sure could write about my failing life with all the shit that keeps happening, but I don't want to bore anyone.

Saint-Saens - Piano Concerto No. 2 (1st mvt, Hamelin)

2010-12-07T16:02:00.000-05:00

RE: Hello North Korea

2010-11-26T03:53:00.001-05:00

Keep pushing!!

I posted this in June of 2009, ... I'm reposting it because it is relevant!!

ℒℴѵℯ

2010-11-01T16:45:00.000-04:00

ℒℴѵℯ .... ℒℴѵℯ .... ℒℴѵℯ !!

Detroit Mass Choir - The Storm Is Passing Over

2010-10-23T08:07:00.000-04:00

Beautiful!!

foxy "get off' 1978 disco purrfection mix

2010-10-23T06:32:00.000-04:00

REALLY!!

REMIX - 12 INCH "HARD MIX 02 " - LO MEJOR 80'S y 90's"

2010-10-23T06:12:00.000-04:00

Bohannon - Let's Start The Dance ( Disconet Remix )

2010-10-23T06:01:00.000-04:00

Happy Birthday To me!!

2010-10-05T20:22:00.001-04:00

Here's my present to myself, ...my only present!!

Inner City - Good Life (CJ Mackintosh's Living Good Club Mix)

2010-09-28T23:13:00.000-04:00

Steve Miller Band: Jungle Love

2010-09-23T02:10:00.000-04:00

I made a 5:30 remix of this song in the 90's, ..and it's somewhere here on digital tape along with several other mixes.

Peter Jacques Band - Walking On Music

2010-09-23T01:17:00.000-04:00

Love's About To Change (Summer2K's PWL Megamix 2008 ReTouch)

2010-09-23T00:13:00.000-04:00

This is my all time favorite song from Donna Summer.

Madonna - Vogue - The Shep Pettibone Intergral Edit Mix.

2010-09-22T23:51:00.000-04:00

Shannon Let The Music Play Extended

2010-09-22T23:16:00.000-04:00

Gloria Estefan & The Miami Sound Machine - Conga (Dance Mix)

2010-09-22T22:50:00.000-04:00

CeCe Peniston - We've Got A Love Thang (Remix)

2010-09-22T22:28:00.000-04:00

Communion Music I Fairest Lord Jesus

2010-09-18T06:34:00.000-04:00

Pipedreams 1036: Going On Record

2010-09-12T14:49:00.001-04:00

Pipedreams 1036: Going On Record

Sweet as Toast!!

2010-09-07T19:59:00.002-04:00

I dunno what this is ...
About but, ...We'll deal with it!!!

Lost and Forgotten .....

2010-09-07T16:39:00.002-04:00

I'm really not worth all the thought people give me, ...I am, and have always been a fuck up!! Can't seem to do anything right. I live in a fantasy world that worked for a while, but ...I just don't have the funds for the real world. I may be homeless soon, ..or car-less,..which is worse in my book!! Doesn't matter really, in the long run, ..I've been worrying for so long, ...I must have callouses on my spine, ...sure feels like it!! S T R E S S, has done me in!!

I wish I'd died at birth, ...I would never want to hurt anyone, ..but .... My life is a fuck up, ...always will be!! And I can't deal with that!! What's the fucking POINT????

TOTAL MIX 1989 MEGAMIX Feat Black Box, Technotronic, Mr Lee, Inner City ...

2010-09-04T22:00:00.000-04:00

Kon Kan - I Beg Your Pardon - 1988 Special Remix.

2010-09-04T21:47:00.000-04:00

Never Gonna Give You Up [Ben Liebrand Extended Mix] - Rick Astley & Colo...

2010-09-04T21:24:00.000-04:00

Paul Hardcastle - "19" (Mastermix Remix)

2010-09-04T20:52:00.000-04:00

Animotion - Obsession - Discotronic edit

2010-09-04T20:24:00.000-04:00

V-rock Radio Autograph - Turn Up The Radio

2010-09-04T20:11:00.000-04:00

Inner City - Good Life (CJ Mackintosh Mix) 1993

2010-09-04T19:56:00.000-04:00

Michael Jackson Man in the Mirror Extended mix

2010-09-04T19:39:00.000-04:00

Janet Jackson Escapade Shep's Housecapade Mix

2010-09-04T19:29:00.000-04:00

Janet Jackson Escapade Sheps Good Times Mix

2010-09-04T19:20:00.000-04:00

Kevin Saunderson ft Inner City - Big Fun (Simian Remix)

2010-09-04T19:11:00.000-04:00

Shannon - My Hearts Divided [remix]

2010-09-04T19:06:00.000-04:00

The look of love - ABC (USA REMIX-DUB VERSION)

2010-09-04T18:18:00.000-04:00

Donna Summer Love Is In Control Extended Remix 1982

2010-09-04T18:10:00.000-04:00

AMY GRANT BABY BABY RARE NO GETTING OVER YOU 12" VIDEO Stereo REMIX

2010-09-04T17:52:00.000-04:00

Amy Grant "Every Heartbeat" (full 7" Heart and Soul Mix) original radio ...

2010-09-04T17:46:00.000-04:00

PETER CETERA & AMY GRANT - THE NEXT TIME I FALL

2010-09-04T17:42:00.000-04:00

Roll with the Changes (with the lyrics)

2010-09-04T17:06:00.000-04:00

ACDC-You shook me all night long techno remix

2010-09-04T17:01:00.000-04:00

Van Halen - Jump (Nari & Milani Bootleg Remix)

2010-09-04T16:54:00.000-04:00

Sheena Easton Modern Girl disco 1981 purrfection mix

2010-09-04T16:13:00.000-04:00

Midnight Star - Freak A Zoid (Ultimix)

2010-07-24T05:01:00.000-04:00

Cover Girls - All That Glitters Isn´t Gold ´89

2010-07-22T05:56:00.000-04:00

Dusty Springfield - In Private (Extended Remix)

2010-07-22T05:41:00.000-04:00

Taylor Dayne - Tell It To My Heart (Extended Club Mix)

2010-07-22T05:30:00.000-04:00

Pet Shop Boys Heart [Dance Mix]

2010-07-22T05:21:00.000-04:00

Elton John I Don't Wanna Go On With You Like That (remix)

2010-07-22T05:12:00.000-04:00

Dexys Midnight Runners - Come On Eileen Extended Version 1982

2010-07-22T04:54:00.000-04:00

Las Vegas Megachurch Linked to Anti-Gay Ugandan Pastor | GLAADBlog.org

2010-07-18T22:43:00.000-04:00

Las Vegas Megachurch Linked to Anti-Gay Ugandan Pastor | GLAADBlog.org

BULLSHIT!!

2010-07-13T20:37:00.006-04:00

I'm so deeply depressed lately I just want out. My life has gone nowhere for at least 10 years and I predict it will continue to go nowhere because I have no solutions in site. I seem to cry everyday now, for no apparent reason, other than financial sinking. And it is sinking, ..lower and lower,..every month.
I will use my car for my final solution, ...not sure how yet, but it will come to me. And no one will miss me, ..because they never bothered to visit or talk to me all these years.
When my Dad died in Feb. I went into a waking coma, .... then my Aunt died July 4th, ... Since then it's been tears everyday, ..at inopportune times .... life reflection,... and a grief I cannot deal with.
I can't deal with life PERIOD!!! I'm forever unemployed, broke, and the bills just pile up. I'm at the end of the rope.

R.I.P. Aunt Phyllis ...1-29-1938 ~ 7-4-2010

2010-07-05T14:47:00.004-04:00

Sirens - Club Lala ( Jody Den Broeder Club Mix )

2010-06-23T02:39:00.000-04:00

Jessica Vale - Brand New Disease (Jody Den Broeder Remix)

2010-06-23T01:28:00.000-04:00

Profound Sorrow

2010-06-17T11:23:00.003-04:00

My Aunt is dying, ..but at least we know,...not like most of the deaths I hear about after the fact. I feel like my mom is dying all over again ... that is how close we were. I try, but can't get over the sorrow I feel in my heart. I wish I could somehow help her, though I'm in Florida and she's in Michigan. This is hitting me HARD, ....seems harder than my dad's death, ..but since they are so close together I really can't tell. I just start crying for no reason at all it seems ...
I know that she will be with Uncle Tom soon, ..but it's still so very sad.

Chaka Khan - I Feel For You

2010-06-16T18:15:00.000-04:00

Musical Interlude

2010-06-12T18:34:00.000-04:00

I'm tired of all this AC Bullshit, ....so here's a musical interlude.

Technotronic - Pump Up The Jam (Ultimix)

2010-06-12T18:27:00.000-04:00

Spice Girls - Tell Me Why [Jonathan Peters Club Mix]

2010-06-12T17:59:00.000-04:00

Quit Playing Games With My Heart (Jazzy Jim's Radio mix) Backstreet Boys

2010-06-12T17:49:00.000-04:00

Toni Braxton - Un-Break My Heart (Soul Hex Anthem Vocal)

2010-06-12T17:32:00.000-04:00

Ginuwine - Pony HD Sound

2010-06-12T17:23:00.000-04:00

Old pop in an oak-rednex

2010-06-12T17:16:00.000-04:00

REDNEX - COTTON EYE JOE (MADCOW MIX) [1994]

2010-06-12T17:08:00.000-04:00

Annie Lennox - Little Bird (Utah Saints remix)

2010-06-12T16:50:00.000-04:00

Techno - SNAP - Rhythm is a dancer

2010-06-12T16:44:00.000-04:00

Spin Doctors - Two Princes 100% FC [STUDIO VERSION HQ]

2010-06-12T16:37:00.000-04:00

Right Said Fred - Don't Talk Just Kiss (Suck Face Remix)

2010-06-12T16:20:00.000-04:00

Michael Jackson Black Or White (The Civilles & Cole HouseClub Mix)-Audio HQ

2010-06-12T16:14:00.000-04:00

MC HAMMER : Pray [Maxi-Single Remix]

2010-06-12T16:01:00.000-04:00

Pebbles - Giving You The Benefit (Benefit of the Dub)

2010-06-12T15:54:00.000-04:00

Kristine W - One More Try (Rollo's Big mix).wmv

2010-06-12T15:44:00.000-04:00

Crystal waters - Surprise! (original demo mix)

2010-06-12T15:36:00.000-04:00

Crystal Waters - Gypsy Woman

2010-06-12T15:17:00.000-04:00

Bizarre Inc - Im Gonna Get You (Dance Mix)

2010-06-12T15:10:00.000-04:00

Technotronic - Pump Up The Jam (Red Zone Mix)

2010-06-12T14:59:00.000-04:00

Marky Mark & The Funky Bunch - Good Vibrations

2010-06-12T14:51:00.000-04:00

Live Oil Spill Cam

2010-06-07T22:56:00.000-04:00

wkrg_oil_spill on livestream.com. Broadcast Live Free

Losing the Net ...and so much more

2010-06-07T05:50:00.002-04:00

I soon may be gone from the net because I'm in dire financial straights!! Hopefully I won't lose my house, because if that happens, ..I won't be around much longer.

I just thought I'd let y'all know, so if you don't hear from me it's because I've lost my internet services.
My neighborhood is looking more and more like the 1930's looked, ..empty, foreclosed houses all over the place. Foreclosure is not my problem since this house is paid for, ..it more on the property tax scale for me. I had no funds to pay my property taxes with,..so...whatever happens will eventually. Hopefully I'll find a job before then, ..but these days ...... one never knows!!

EAT DA POO POO (Jake Benson Remix)

2010-06-05T18:48:00.000-04:00

Granny

2010-05-21T10:21:00.005-04:00

Today Granny has an appointment in Gainesville to find out if she has ovarian cancer and possibly the extent of it. I'm NOT looking forward to this. She may be 93, but cancer at any age is a scary thought.
I lost my mother due to cancer when I was 22, and I was her primary care giver at that time.
I just lost my Dad in February 2010 and I really don't need any more drama in that department.

Update:Well, nothing happened today because the idjut Dr.s in Ocala didn't send vital info to the Dr.'s in Gainesville. Wasted trip, wasted gas, wasted time!!

WHY???

2010-05-19T19:17:00.005-04:00

I'm losing my fucking mind, ... I HATE BEING BROKE!! Things need to be paid and I'm BROKE!! I can't pay my property taxes, I can't afford gas for the car, I can't afford to feed my cats, I can't afford insurance, I can't afford to eat!!!!

I'm increasingly feeling helpless, with no place to turn.

I HATE MY LIFE, PERIOD!!

I'm tired of faking my way through life. JUST PLAIN TIRED!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know why I'm still here, because I'm nothing but a drain on other peoples finances, and without me here they would be so much better off!!

WHAT IS THE FUCKING POINT?!?

“The oil is creeping towards my home in Alabama as I write this, and it is breaking my heart.” « It’s Getting Hot In Here

2010-05-17T17:29:00.001-04:00

“The oil is creeping towards my home in Alabama as I write this, and it is breaking my heart.” « It’s Getting Hot In Here

This is a MUST SEE!!

The Legacy of the Bush Administration

2010-05-12T15:48:00.004-04:00

On With The Show

2010-05-10T18:40:00.004-04:00

This blog has become redundant, but I'm not going to close it. I'll probably post pictures of those things that interest me but not much news, because I've become bored with it all, especially the religious Bullshit. I'm happy to stay in the fringe and keep my sanity, as opposed to listening to the non-stop excuses!!

So, ..on with the show!!

History Lost

2010-04-28T00:01:00.002-04:00

Arizona The Nazi State

2010-04-24T03:57:00.001-04:00

Go To HELL Global South!!

2010-04-22T04:36:00.002-04:00

Because I certainly don't care any more.

You can all FUCK OFF as far as I'm concerned. You dug your own graves,...now it's time to lie in them!!

And when you end up in HELL, it won't be anyone's fault but your own!!

Rowan's Rhyme

2010-04-20T19:07:00.002-04:00

Row, row, row your boat maniacally up a stream; Terribly, terribly, terribly, terribly treat the TEC!!

Again Rowan, ....FUCK OFF!!

Those Eyebrows

2010-04-18T23:38:00.000-04:00

Father Ken

2010-04-15T02:48:00.001-04:00

Father Ken is going to take back his purple shirt if things don't start shaping up!!

Sine Nomine

2010-04-02T18:45:00.000-04:00

Ride On!!

2010-03-31T16:58:00.000-04:00