The Hearse Ride...

I guess I'll just stay off line next time I get drinking, because it's obvious I can't control my urge to write things down, good or bad.

I think now, without my Faith in God, I would be DEAD now!!

I get overwhelmed with HIS Glory! (not Baptist so don't condemn me.)

But,... I've seen SO-CALLED Episcopalians ~ JUDGING LIKE GOD!!

I am a Cradle Episcopalian, and I will not abandon My faith in GOD, Jesus Christ, or God's creation, ...>ANIMALS INCLUDED!!!

The tears flood my cheeks when I think of Jesus Christ, ..but more often when I think of GOD,..and his never ending LOVE FOR ALL OF US, and the patience he has,..for our misgivings.

Lately I cry quite a bit, I dunno why, but afterwards, my focus on life is more in tuned.

I think the HEARSE is pullin' away from the curb!!

Happy Independence Day!!!

Should I not post before then, otherwise just screw it!!..lol!!

What is that?

That is a deep down feeling within my soul.

Something I cannot SHAKE OFF, as long as I've tried, with POSITIVE FEELINGS, I cannot SHAKE IT!!

Keeps me going, good or bad.....I think It's torture, ...because as far as I'm concerned, I wouldn't be posting here or other places.....If ...

I believe I've posted enough to not post again till July, but then this is also Friday and Of Course I Could Be Wrong!

The one thing I am good at is caring for the animals who show up on my porch.

Saint Francis... almost.

Families exist everywhere!!

Howie, if you restored City Methodist Church in Gary, Indiana... I might get to like you.

LIBRA

(6-25-08)

This is a terrific day for you, dear Libra, and you will notice a sense of well-being that makes you feel secure that all your hard work is finally starting to pay off. It is as if you have reached a comfortable ledge in your trek up the mountain. This is a good resting spot that will let you catch your breath for a moment. Take this opportunity to relax and regroup.

Watch Out Satan...(Howard A.)!!

GOD is WATCHIN'!!!

......and so are WE...>

He even loves you, Howard ...though the reasons for it are confusing!

But, being His son... I do too, though as usual...I dunno why?!?

Even when you think you are His worst enemy,...He Loves You Regardless!!

.......I just knew my good mood would slip away eventually!!

I'm in the Hole!!

I belong there!!

I'm glad Granny & Dad are going up north,..that way I can finish what has to be done..Gettin' Laid, ..then maybe I'll be more agreeable...(then again) maybe not!!

"Hey kyke, it's reeeeal funny to call people names isn't it shithole? laughing at handicapped children makes you feel like a big man jew-boy? hitler should have burned your grandparents first--after all, that was just his peculiar idea of "humor." you're not even a pathetic excuse for a cretin, just a fucking bonehead who feels like such an asshole he has to laugh at "tards". "real life special education teacher" shithead, if I heard you calling anyone a tard I'd fucking rip off your head and shit down your neck. get a life you sophomoric jackass. And those slimebag whore cunts who won't even give their real names--shove this up that dick hole you freaking shriveled up alcoholic goat-holes. Like God made you perfect. Eat shit and die."

YIKES!!

HATE PERSONIFIED!!

(From a site finding humor in the Developmentally Disabled.)

http://www.tard-blog.com/

I'm just about over this so-called Anglican Communion Crisis. It's like a bad script to a lost cause production.
Kinda like the movie, The Producers, ....and it seems to be turning out that way, also.

Drama, Drama, Drama!!!

I dunno what I would be classified as in psychospeak, but I'm thouroughly disgusted with these fake so~called Cristians, who believe in nothing, but thier own arrogance!!
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Unfortunately for thier Eternal Soul's, they will be delt with in a way, ...that I wouldn't wish on anyone!!

CHRIST IS WITH YOU ! ! !

This is my official Gay Pride Post, ...with Pride Pics that I've altered in the Paint program, since I find Photo Shop just a little to perfect for an Artist like myself.

These Images are Free Ware, that means you can use them for whatever, though if I find them used on a HATE site, I or one of my friends will HACK YOU OBSOLETE!!

My BEDROOM!! ^ ^ ^ . . .Lately!!

I feel so sorry for those people living in abandoned motel, or hotel rooms. At least it's cover from the elements. That would be a normal Joe's words.

My words are .."He's still watchin' out for you".

I can't even imagine being atheist, but I won't discount such people, because I've met a few.

F A I T H rules CHRIST'S world!!

I write this while listening to the hymn "For All The Saints" ...which should "WAKE US UP"!!

TEC can evangelize also.... But more in a heartfelt way,..not just surface stuff like the baptist do,...we go waaaaaaaaay down,..to your ssssoul!! The soul God gave you to express!!!

Like Madonna said, EXPRESS YOURSELF, but in the EPISCOPAL WAY !!

Christ loves you all!! Trust in Him, and your Life will be true.

GOD LOVES YOU SO MUCH!!

Book-Cadillac Hotel Detroit Michigan

(City Methodist, Gary Indiana).

HOW OUR CHURCH BEGAN

The development of Gary started in the early 1900's. During October 1906, the early settlers organized the first Methodist Church of Gary which later became known as City Methodist Church. Our church was the first Protestant church to be organized in Gary. At first the church services were held in Odd Fellows Hall at 6th and Broadway. As the membership grew, it was necessary to move to other locations and finally a church was built at 7th and Adams.

As the years passed and the membership continued to grow, Dr. William Seaman, pastor of City Methodist Church, saw the need for larger quarters. An opportunity presented itself at the 1919 Methodist Centenary, held in New York, where Dr. Ralph Diffendorfer, secretary to the Centenary Movement, interested Judge Gary of the U. S. Steel Corporation to help build our present church. The U. S. Steel Corporation took an active interest in building the church and gave 50% of the building cost of $650,000.

Due to rising prices, the $650,000 was not sufficient to build the building as originally planned with the result that reductions had to be made here and there. The lack of complete stained glass windows throughout the sanctuary is an example of some of the economies put into practice. While some mistakes are always expected in building, perhaps the most noticeable one is the mammoth pillars in the pew lines in the sanctuary. This error was due to the plot of the land on which the church is built being smaller than originally thought. This necessitated making the church smaller than originally planned.

The corner stone of the church was laid in 1925 by our pastor, Dr. Seaman. The building is constructed of Indiana Bedford Limestone and consists of a commercial wing; sanctuary seating 950 people including the choirs; Seaman Hall seats 997 people; Fellowship Room seats 200; numerous Church School rooms; large dining room and kitchen; a gymnasium; and a Mission Room filled with articles from foreign lands.

In the sanctuary, our four manual Skinner organ is one of the outstanding organs in Indiana. The fine hand-carved work above the altar was done by a brother of Anton Lang who played the part of Christus in the Passion Play in Europe for years. Judge Gary personally paid for the fine wood work. It was Dr. Seaman's wish that his body be creamated after death and his ashes placed in the sanctuary. His wishes were fulfilled and you may find an engraved copper plate marking the spot in the chancel.**

**(The Abandoned City Methodist Church) Gary, Indiana
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What is Faith?!?

Does anyone know, truly?!?

Faith is an invisible force within us, that believes ancient stories about a God who made earth.

Later sent his Son, to redeem us from our worldly sins, ... believing that this unseen FORCE has some power over our lives.

Repenting for misdeeds we know we have done, (like it matters) to the non-faithful, it doesn't.

Still loving those people who spew HATE like a second language, and trying to be their friends.

Believing all the while that doing such deeds will ensure at most an inch into HEAVEN. ...and at least, build up our humanity.

Frankly I really don't have much to say this week, other than proclaiming my PRIDE!!

Show your colors with Pride!!